“Twilight in the Smog” by ORSON WELLES – ESQUIRE (March, 1959)
Saturday, October 28th, 2006Here is Orson Welles on Hollywood, that appeared in Esquire Magazine, in March, 1959. Strangely, even though Welles hadn't been in Hollywood for over ten years, he feels that he needed to point out that fact, even though he had left Los Angeles for Europe in 1948.
Twilight in the Smog
Solemn suburbia crowds out the raucous old circus
By Orson Welles
It used to be easy to hate Hollywood. For me it was no trouble at all. But that was years ago. I don't think either of us have mellowed very much since then; but we are getting on a bit and our feelings for each other are scarcely as passionate as they were. For one thing, I no longer live there; I'm not just saying this—I really don't. Formerly this claim was the purest affectation; now it's a fact. It was my melancholy pretense that I was a transient, temporarily employed. There was nothing original about this self-deception. In the film colony a good half of the working population, including many of the oldest inhabitants, keep up their spirits by means of the same ruse. People buy houses and spend half their lives in them without unpacking all their bags. By now, however, I think it's safe to announce that I am one of those who got away. I chose freedom—and that was quite a while ago. Nowadays, if I do venture back behind the chromium curtain, it's never without a return ticket to the outside world. Also, I'm very careful about sitting down. This is important. In that peculiar climate one is haunted with the possibility that standing up again might suddenly exceed one's aspirations. Hollywood is a place where a youngish man is ill-advised to indulge in a siesta. Leaving a call for four-thirty won't do him any good. The likelihood remains that when he wakes up he'll be sixty-five.
